Good days and bad ones.
Today was a good one. The bosses were away - so it was just me and my work mate and we had so much fun all day, as well as being productive and getting heaps more done than usual. It just goes to show what a bit of freedom in an environment where you’re supposed to be creative can do.
The big boss is back from a month of holidays tomorrow, and there is all kinds of HR bullshit going on with the others. Thankfully all my dramas are of a personal nature, not a work one.
I’ve had a kidney biopsy. It’s not too bad actually. It’s not a picnic but there really isn’t any pain. Just some pressure and it’s uncomfortable.No scars. one day in hospital. You’ll be okay! Think positive.
oh hopefully! I’ll think positively :-)
I got my first lot of blood and urine tests back since I’ve gone off the pill and started blood pressure medication.
The results aren’t good.
I need to organise a kidney biopsy.
Oh great. Yahoo just bought Tumblr. Expect it to start sucking.
mycanadianisshowing said: ”I don’t know if you’re religious or if it would help you, but when I was so broken hearted, I’d pray for it to hurt less, to get over him, to give me strength, to make me less sad… It hurts me to see you hurting so bad :(“
I *wish* I were religious right now… I’d love to outsource the problem and pray to have the pain taken away. In fact, that’s all I want. At this point, I know he’s not coming back, that its over, but I just want the pain to go away. I have never felt anything like it :-(
Wake up, cry, make a coffee, cry, cancel all my plans and cry, talk on the phone to a friend - cry, get off the phone, cry, walk to the store, cry on the way home, lay on the bed, cry, eat something, cry, read a book, cry, watch 3 x episodes of TV shows, cry the whole time through, listen to Daft Punk, cry at “The Game of Love”, make dinner, cry into the spaghetti water, knit, cry.
I’m exhausted, and I miss him.
I hate you so much, words can’t begin to describe
“Life is pain highness, anyone who tells you differently is selling something”
- The Princess Bride
Writers block - can’t get started on this lame case study…. I’ve had coffee, I’ve read the notes again, I’ve looked at other case studies I’ve written that are similar, I’ve checked facebook twenty kagillion times, I’ve annoyed my co-worker on skype, I have read the internet, and still nothing.
blocked.
